4 more days to go and I will be leaving connaught. Well, this is the place where I had rooted myself for over the past 3 years. I still remember when i first came to kl with my parents on one particular Wednesday and i had to take my dinner alone in this famous pasar malam.. *terrible* as i do not know any one over here. Along those way, i knew a lot of friends and particularly I met my darling here.Over these 3 years i lost more than i gained. I have a wonderful boyfriend but I lost my granny and most importantly the homey feelings that i had last time. I guess it's going to be very difficult to retrieve it back. Furthermore, I regretted for what I did to my granny when she was trying to concern about how I was doing while i in hostel. I'm really really sorry!!! When I started my relationship with Cavan,I had never have the chance to let Cavan meet this spectacular and wonderful women in my life. That was such a shame!! But i always believe that Cavan is always the best present that my granny sent to me as my guidance angel, taking care of me. Although granny had never meet Cavan, but i know that deep down, Granny will like and love Cavan.. Am i right??
No matter what, cavan and i will be together along with Granny living deep down in each on of us.. Isn't that wonderful??

Well, after living Connaught, Cavan and I will be moving over to Section 17, Petaling Jaya due to my working place. Oh ya, that's my another stages of life. In another 6 more days, I will be starting my new chapter of my life, working in a company known as Materialise Software Asia Pacific as a medical conversion engineer.Hence I won't have the chance to play play and couch potato-ing anymore. *sob sob*



This is going to be a tough job for me. I am worrying whether i have the ability to cope with this position. But no matter what happens, I hope that I could manage, learn and adapt it in a short time. With blessing and guidance from granny and love and care from my siblings and Cavan, I really hope that I can toughen myself and faces the everyday challenges.

Besides them, my beloved friends will support me too right?? I'm sure you guys will. hehe!!..Thanks ya..

I guess that's all for now.. Will further update more on myself.. Take care everybody!! Love ya all..

Time to move forward..


It's been a while since my last blog. Ever since i completed my internship in Sime Darby, my life has been like so relaxing as in everyday i wake up, Internet, sleep and eat. That's all. But that wasn't about all. Besides that, i still had to clear up my viva presentation and all those corrections to be made. After spending like exactly a year on my final year project, finally i got it done and ready for hard cover binding. Ended up, my hard cover binding got rejected due to the font type too small. There goes my RM 40 bucks.. (Fly away) Then i purposely made another trip down to Serdang and on my way back in the KTM, i almost got picked pocket. Fortunately, i felt it else not only 80 bucks disappeared but also my RM 620 mobile phone.When i returned to college that very monday, i noticed that i'm the only one who had to send in for hardbound twice and what pissed me off others with the same cover (previously done as mine) need not have to do second time.[*speechless*] What can i do?? Nothing but to swallow it deep down my stomach. That was the unfortunate moment i ever had this year. After went through all those sweat and tears, here goes..



My thesis with all the sweat and tears..

and now, i can say that.. I'm officially OUT from UCSI.. [evil laugh]


As for a month later, i was in dilemma whether to continue master or start working. I was hesitating. I really had no idea. It's like as if, I'm lost in no where. Therefore, i applied for job and prepared for my master application. It was really a tough decision to make. Then as i received a call from the company to attend for an interview, i wasn't sure that i'm making the correct decision. Cavan told me, why not just attend the interview.. just go get interview experiences. Then on the other side, my sister called and said the same thing. It wasn't a bad decision after all, in order to apply for master degree, the most important thing is to have a potential supervisor which i could not find one. I could not risk my 2 years of master with somebody unknown and end up i could not grad.

At the end, i went to the interview and made it for my 2nd interview, i told myself that, even i have to postpone my dream and start working first, it wasn't a bad idea after all. Everybody eventually needs to enter this realistic society sooner or later and it;s good to have working experiences and then further improve and upgrade ourselves. Other than that, Cavan will not have travel over 70 Km each days anymore.

Now, i made it through the 2nd interview and being offered the job as medical conversion engineer. I wanted to thank everybody for all their help especially my parents, siblings and Cavan. They supported me well enough. Soon i will be starting my work and i may not carry out my responsibility or assignments given well, but for those who i loved and supported me all these while, I will try my very best to be fit for this position.

P.S.

Granny, if you see this, i really hope that you will be with me, guide me all the way. I really hope that i can make you feel proud of me. Loving you always.

Cavan, my dear, i'm sorry for being such a self center and causes you quite a lot of trouble. Soon, we together will gambate and make our dreams come true.