Friday, March 21, 2008
"Happiness is just a smile away from you" What a code!! But when somebody is really not happy, how can they ever smile to get happiness? Maybe it is real that when you smile you can get happiness but to smile, it is really one tough job to be done especially when you are not at the mood. Now for me, i really want that particular person to smile all he can from his heart no matter what happen. Unfortunately, i am going to have disappointment.
I do not want this to happen and its out of my control. I thought today, i could go for a seminar happily with him to learn something from it but in the end, it just not what i think. Everything happened because of mine unorganized attitude, did not bothered or think properly first and just wasted 20 bucks for nothing. Worst of all, it makes everyone so unhappy. Now i think i can consider myself as "pai ka chai"
Sometimes, i really cannot think of a reason why do i come to this world.. i just wish that i never come to this world at all. All i can describe myself is just Stupid, useless, good for nothing, wasting everybody's time and money. Even in my love life, wanna be a good girlfriend also seems impossible. Even when Cavan is upset and scare, i cannot even do a single thing for him.
I wish i just die and leave this world...so that i wont give Cavan or my family anymore worries or trouble..
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Don't look down on yourself. 天生我才必有用. Trust yourself. I'm sure you can do it. Don't give up. Don't put too much pressure on yourself. Just take things easy. Let's nature take its own course and like tide, there's always up and down..A Day w/o laughter is a day wasted..Actually, you have already try your best or play a big role by just accompanying him. Sometimes for a guy, he don't really need you solve his problem, he may just want to know that you are there to just stand by him.... :) Cheer up....You can always talk to me when u feel like it....love, sis.
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