Can somebody tell me a way to enter the other world??? i guess nobody can tell me how. All i ever want is to see my granny again as i miss her very very much. I just wish that there is no such thing as DEATH... but there is one very important lesson that can be learned from it. As when our loves one were here, we will not know how to appreciate them but until we lost them, then only we realize how important they were to us. I really regretted that i did not really appreciate and treat my granny well until now, i want to see or treat her nicely, i will not have the chance to do so. After what she did for my siblings and me, and i did not do anything back for my granny. I'm so sorry!!!

It's going to be a year which is this coming Chap Goh Mei since i last met my granny, until now, i can always feel her present as if like i were hugging my granny, her body temperature, so comfortable till like i am the happiest girl on earth. I sometimes do remember how my granny looked like, so young and so energetic. But someday, will i forget how my granny looked like or the way my granny used to pat me when i lied my head down my granny's leg? i really scare i do.

I know i should have let my granny go a year ago as it was the best way for my granny to be free from all the sufferings and to be happier but i cannot help but missing her. Now, even if my granny appears in my dream, i will be also be happy as i could see my granny and talk to her although i know that its just only my brain who is responsible for all the dreams. No matter what, i still wish that someday i could meet my granny and go through all over again even though it is impossible.
Lastly, no matter where my granny goes, i want my granny to be happy..and i will remember n love my granny forever.



Figure: My beloved granny. Isn't it my granny sweet with her smile??