2007/2007.. double 2007..!!!
What a special day.. once in a life time..!!!
Do you think that a special day such as today, can be meaningful enough..??
Maybe to someone else but it will never going to be me.

Today, everything came across my mind.. and i have nobody to talk to..and i found out that my very best friend.. is my precious notebook.. then i guess i really got to thank my parents for this notebook. Without them.. i might not have the chance to meet my best friend here. Whenever i am down or happy, my one and only precious laptop accompany me. I guess without it.. i might be able to go through my life.

All these while.. i always wonder, Why God.. loves to play a fool on people by stealing the person of you love, making you cry because the person that you love is not going to be by your side and you will never going to have a chance to meet them again. I was once been told that, everything that happens, happens only within your limits and you will sure to handle it. But how truth is it??

For a year, my life changed drastically till i don't even know who myself now. I used to be a happy go lucky girl with hardly have temper and i was surrounded by friends. But now, i can hardly tell a joke and i am not as happy as i used to be. Everything changed.. everybody changed.. and my face shines no more.. Things that happened will not going to come back again and there will be no way that i can ever get back to my world. Granny went away, friend passed away... friends no more.. health declining.. There are times that i really wanna question God?? Why wouldn't God just take me instead of taking the people around away or making them suffer?? Why would God wanna take the good, smart and young people whose future going to be bright?? Why can't he just take me?? I have nobody, no future and just a dumb ass. I really wish that, if there's an option, just take me.. cause i am really really tired and wish that i will have a place that belongs to me.. Just wish that.. i have never come to this world!!!