Flashing back, this blogger has been left behind for quite some time. Now i guess its time to get the pen (as in keyboard)down here. I am gonna make it blog my BFF. Welcoming myself back to Blogger!!!

Beginning of a brand new year with homeless by the end of the year

After almost 2 months of 2010 have passed, it was like never ending nightmares where I could not get myself out of the nightmares. Last year December 2009, that was when I started to have this nightmare. A real true nightmare that even now I could not get myself out of it. It was one real bad news that causing me to suffer from depression.
Here, is how the nightmare goes: I received a call from my youngest sister stating that she received a lawyer letter wanting us to evacuate from our house by the end of Jan 31 2010. My siblings n I were traumatized and shocked after reading the content of the letter, as followed:

2 weeks before Chinese New Year? How can we moved out in such short notice plus where are we going to move to? This "developer" or I would say the irresponsible board of director of SMJK Heng Ee did not mention or release any notice. Fortunately a few weeks before CNY the board of director called out a meeting and delayed the demolishing period or else I will be homeless for this CNY.

During the meeting, the board of director discussed on the matter of the compensation but so far the school could not decide on what to compensate us as they expected us to move out of the land peacefully and they can get the land without compensating us anything or at the lowest cost.

The director was paranoid enough saying that we did not sacrifice anything for the future chinese studies prospect and expecting to get a 3 rooms house. Rumors were spread saying that they only give us RM20K for the compensation. If this rumors is true RM20K will never going to be enough as the price for a normal 3 rooms house required at least RM80K.

Is it what an educator should be doing, by demolishing people house and let people or even the older generation people to be homeless or add another burden to maintain another new loan for the new house?

According to an article from a press, this school wanted to upgrade their school into college. As this news was spread, the neighbors were complaining that how come the school have the money to upgrade but doesn"t have the sum to compensate us? Hence, the school immediately changes their plan to use the land to make parking lot.

I realize that we could not do anything as the government already sold the land to Heng Ee high school. But can the board of the school at least be nice by giving us a small house that we can call home and lets not accusing the neighbors(us) for not scarifying anything for the sake of the future of the Chinese studies.

We sacrificed our home, although it's wooden, but we have 5 bedrooms, 3 toilets, and 2 living rooms, plus plenty of parking space. Plus with this demolishing going on, a lot of us will be homeless, not mentioning the older generations. Chinese cultures that we practicing since our great grandmother's generations will all be demolished together along with the house.
Like for myself, how can i afford a new house and continue the practice of Chinese culture while I'm just only a fresh grad?

Besides this, I knew that all these while the only person that held on to this family is my granny and now that she is gone, nobody is the family has the strong determination in holding the family together. Every one in the family was thinking on how to get their benefits from this family, even the 20k they wouldn't mind to divide it and get only a few thousand. Some in the family was saying "let's divide the money and we can go one our way".. while others were like " I wanted this and I wanted that". I was so upset that I could not stand bursting into tears. How can a family be unite in defending the only memory that granny left for us? That house was full of granny and our memories.

What should I do or we do just to have a place we call home?

4 more days to go and I will be leaving connaught. Well, this is the place where I had rooted myself for over the past 3 years. I still remember when i first came to kl with my parents on one particular Wednesday and i had to take my dinner alone in this famous pasar malam.. *terrible* as i do not know any one over here. Along those way, i knew a lot of friends and particularly I met my darling here.Over these 3 years i lost more than i gained. I have a wonderful boyfriend but I lost my granny and most importantly the homey feelings that i had last time. I guess it's going to be very difficult to retrieve it back. Furthermore, I regretted for what I did to my granny when she was trying to concern about how I was doing while i in hostel. I'm really really sorry!!! When I started my relationship with Cavan,I had never have the chance to let Cavan meet this spectacular and wonderful women in my life. That was such a shame!! But i always believe that Cavan is always the best present that my granny sent to me as my guidance angel, taking care of me. Although granny had never meet Cavan, but i know that deep down, Granny will like and love Cavan.. Am i right??
No matter what, cavan and i will be together along with Granny living deep down in each on of us.. Isn't that wonderful??

Well, after living Connaught, Cavan and I will be moving over to Section 17, Petaling Jaya due to my working place. Oh ya, that's my another stages of life. In another 6 more days, I will be starting my new chapter of my life, working in a company known as Materialise Software Asia Pacific as a medical conversion engineer.Hence I won't have the chance to play play and couch potato-ing anymore. *sob sob*



This is going to be a tough job for me. I am worrying whether i have the ability to cope with this position. But no matter what happens, I hope that I could manage, learn and adapt it in a short time. With blessing and guidance from granny and love and care from my siblings and Cavan, I really hope that I can toughen myself and faces the everyday challenges.

Besides them, my beloved friends will support me too right?? I'm sure you guys will. hehe!!..Thanks ya..

I guess that's all for now.. Will further update more on myself.. Take care everybody!! Love ya all..

Time to move forward..


It's been a while since my last blog. Ever since i completed my internship in Sime Darby, my life has been like so relaxing as in everyday i wake up, Internet, sleep and eat. That's all. But that wasn't about all. Besides that, i still had to clear up my viva presentation and all those corrections to be made. After spending like exactly a year on my final year project, finally i got it done and ready for hard cover binding. Ended up, my hard cover binding got rejected due to the font type too small. There goes my RM 40 bucks.. (Fly away) Then i purposely made another trip down to Serdang and on my way back in the KTM, i almost got picked pocket. Fortunately, i felt it else not only 80 bucks disappeared but also my RM 620 mobile phone.When i returned to college that very monday, i noticed that i'm the only one who had to send in for hardbound twice and what pissed me off others with the same cover (previously done as mine) need not have to do second time.[*speechless*] What can i do?? Nothing but to swallow it deep down my stomach. That was the unfortunate moment i ever had this year. After went through all those sweat and tears, here goes..



My thesis with all the sweat and tears..

and now, i can say that.. I'm officially OUT from UCSI.. [evil laugh]


As for a month later, i was in dilemma whether to continue master or start working. I was hesitating. I really had no idea. It's like as if, I'm lost in no where. Therefore, i applied for job and prepared for my master application. It was really a tough decision to make. Then as i received a call from the company to attend for an interview, i wasn't sure that i'm making the correct decision. Cavan told me, why not just attend the interview.. just go get interview experiences. Then on the other side, my sister called and said the same thing. It wasn't a bad decision after all, in order to apply for master degree, the most important thing is to have a potential supervisor which i could not find one. I could not risk my 2 years of master with somebody unknown and end up i could not grad.

At the end, i went to the interview and made it for my 2nd interview, i told myself that, even i have to postpone my dream and start working first, it wasn't a bad idea after all. Everybody eventually needs to enter this realistic society sooner or later and it;s good to have working experiences and then further improve and upgrade ourselves. Other than that, Cavan will not have travel over 70 Km each days anymore.

Now, i made it through the 2nd interview and being offered the job as medical conversion engineer. I wanted to thank everybody for all their help especially my parents, siblings and Cavan. They supported me well enough. Soon i will be starting my work and i may not carry out my responsibility or assignments given well, but for those who i loved and supported me all these while, I will try my very best to be fit for this position.

P.S.

Granny, if you see this, i really hope that you will be with me, guide me all the way. I really hope that i can make you feel proud of me. Loving you always.

Cavan, my dear, i'm sorry for being such a self center and causes you quite a lot of trouble. Soon, we together will gambate and make our dreams come true.

Events for last two months!!

End of January (Chinese New Year 2009)

Cavan's visit to Penang (Together with H.Ting)










Valentine Eve (Faye and Emily)






March (Supper of the Month)

Happy Lunar New Year... maybe not so happy after all

This year.. it will be the 2nd year i am celebrating Chinese New Year without my granny.. my beloved grandmother. Without her, it's like everything also did not go well. This year no matter what happen i thought i can face it and try to mend every not necessary sadness, but when this thing came up, it just prove that i am a failure. I am useless in everything. It's not what i want and i cannot predict what's going to happen. Out of sudden, i became the bad guy of everything that happened. This is not what i want. All i want is just to be happy.. celebrate this new year.. Looks like.. my new year is getting worst from years to years.

Anyway.. to the rest.. Happy Chinese New Year..

The Past and the Future

There, 2009, end of another decades.. Welcome 2009!!!... To be frank.. i ain't the person that very excited over something that is not very exciting.. Okay.. I'm crapping here.. Anyway, my purpose for today's blog is to let people know what i did for the year 2008 and how i feel over the coming days.

Every year, during new year eve...we will sure never going to forget to make ASPIRATIONS.. hehe.. and when over to Gurney Plaza..squeezing with other people just to see fireworks.. This year, it was different.. very different.. i not only get to see fireworks, celebrate with friends and most importantly i don't have to squeeze with people...

Let ya see how i celebrated my New Year.






Isn't it great.. can be able to celebrate with group of friends.. in 19th floor where can see fireworks of the whole KL.. hehe..

there's one thing that i won't forget... that happened last year...
Prom Night ¬ everlasting memories... organized by Faculty of Applied Sciences May 06.. That was the best prom night i ever attended. Not only that, i managed to a title for that night..

Let ya see..



Best couple of the night.. wakakaka!!!

Other pictures...









In fact i wanna thank my friends who voted Cavan and me else i won't had the opportunity to get it.. Thanks ya..!!



Besides that.. i really wanna take this opportunity to wish everybody.. all the best in your future undertakings. 3 years.. it's not a long or a short time, we played, we studied together everything we did was indeed a memory.. Though we could not stop the time from moving forward, but we do have the ability to keep the memories we had to be everlasting. Love ya everybody, i do really missing you guys now..

In the mean time, what's really keep me frustrated, is the damn thesis.. and for now.. that's my worst nightmare.. cause i cannot finish my lab work... Sometimes there is time that i do really feel like giving up but i can feel that somewhere in me keeps telling to keep going. No matter how long is it i'm going to take to end my lab, i will sure to be going tough.. Although the road may be tough right now, as long as we do not fear them, we will easily cross the road to reach our very own destinations.

"Never Let the fear of Striking out, keeps you from playing the game"

Happy Mid-Autumn 2008


The first Mid-autumn, mooncakes i got it for CH's parent

"Happiness is just a smile away from you" What a code!! But when somebody is really not happy, how can they ever smile to get happiness? Maybe it is real that when you smile you can get happiness but to smile, it is really one tough job to be done especially when you are not at the mood. Now for me, i really want that particular person to smile all he can from his heart no matter what happen. Unfortunately, i am going to have disappointment.

I do not want this to happen and its out of my control. I thought today, i could go for a seminar happily with him to learn something from it but in the end, it just not what i think. Everything happened because of mine unorganized attitude, did not bothered or think properly first and just wasted 20 bucks for nothing. Worst of all, it makes everyone so unhappy. Now i think i can consider myself as "pai ka chai"

Sometimes, i really cannot think of a reason why do i come to this world.. i just wish that i never come to this world at all. All i can describe myself is just Stupid, useless, good for nothing, wasting everybody's time and money. Even in my love life, wanna be a good girlfriend also seems impossible. Even when Cavan is upset and scare, i cannot even do a single thing for him.
I wish i just die and leave this world...so that i wont give Cavan or my family anymore worries or trouble..

True color revealed

Based on true story!
Happy Lunar New Year!!! Everybody..Today is the 10th day of Lunar New Year and i am suppose to study for my coming examinations but there is something that just keeps my attention away from my notes. Lunar New Year should be a very happy and joyful occasion for every Chinese in this world maybe there is an exceptional this year. Everybody was happily reunion with their family but this year, why i can't get such opportunity. I really wanted to have such dinner where everyone in the family gets together for this reunion even though my granny is no more with us. But i am very sure, my grandmother would definitely want to see everyone in the family reunion on this day even without her present. But how many people in this family really care for this? It was such a great disappointment for my granny if she saw this. I am really sad to say that this year, there is no reunion dinner for me, for my mother's side.

Well, today is there will be a function whereby to join my grandmother's ashes with the ancestors. Unfortunately, there is someone particular, Z wanted to so called "clone" the ashes for himself. What is this attitude?? Well, it won't be wrong if he wants the ashes but what if he did it for bad intentions and never wanted to come " ancestor's house" again? To be frank, Z was the one of them who did not want to have the reunion together as he was complaining that the house is warm and he cannot stand the heat but he did not remember that was the place he grew up and how he grew up, in other words, it can be also called " Bagai kacang lupakan kulit" and when being asked to make the reunion at his house, he rejected in the first place. Oh ya, i remember that, he once said that the Cheng's people are all stupid and useless. Funny, or i guess he forgot that his surname is Cheng too. That's human nature. Thinking again, i should be happy if Z do not want to come to my granny's house forever but i am not happy cause i know that this is not what my grandmother wants. My grandmother knows the attitudes of Z but every year when my granny was alive, she spent with her own money pocket to buy a lot of steamboat materials and asked Z to come along for the reunion dinner.Can anyone figure out the point? If for me, i would not want to spend my own pocket money for the one with irritation and self centered people. Worst of all Z did not even be bothered to think back what my granny had done for both Z and his wife, fine if he did not do that but at least can't he think about this? If i had an opportunity, i really hope that, i could whack them up but i could not do anything for my granny. With this, i sincerely hope that someday Z will realize and appreciates my granny in a way more and not just thinking of his own good.

Shall see, whether these days will come or it's just a dream of mine..

Can somebody tell me a way to enter the other world??? i guess nobody can tell me how. All i ever want is to see my granny again as i miss her very very much. I just wish that there is no such thing as DEATH... but there is one very important lesson that can be learned from it. As when our loves one were here, we will not know how to appreciate them but until we lost them, then only we realize how important they were to us. I really regretted that i did not really appreciate and treat my granny well until now, i want to see or treat her nicely, i will not have the chance to do so. After what she did for my siblings and me, and i did not do anything back for my granny. I'm so sorry!!!

It's going to be a year which is this coming Chap Goh Mei since i last met my granny, until now, i can always feel her present as if like i were hugging my granny, her body temperature, so comfortable till like i am the happiest girl on earth. I sometimes do remember how my granny looked like, so young and so energetic. But someday, will i forget how my granny looked like or the way my granny used to pat me when i lied my head down my granny's leg? i really scare i do.

I know i should have let my granny go a year ago as it was the best way for my granny to be free from all the sufferings and to be happier but i cannot help but missing her. Now, even if my granny appears in my dream, i will be also be happy as i could see my granny and talk to her although i know that its just only my brain who is responsible for all the dreams. No matter what, i still wish that someday i could meet my granny and go through all over again even though it is impossible.
Lastly, no matter where my granny goes, i want my granny to be happy..and i will remember n love my granny forever.



Figure: My beloved granny. Isn't it my granny sweet with her smile??

i am very glad that finally, 2007 is reaching the end, Disasters, sad memories, and seeing the person you love going away, all bad news about people deceases will finally going to end.. HOPEFULLY!!! But towards the end of December, at least i can see my sister's happy face as she got married and she is very beautiful. I really wonder if my granny will ever see my eldest sister on her very big day?? i am sure my granny will be happy and feel joyful with smile on my grandmother's face seeing her beautiful granddaughter is walking down the aisle. Unfortunately, my granny cannot see it with her own eyes as my granny was waiting for it for ages.

Well, happiness should be shared and i sincerely hope that the couple will live happy ever after as this is also what my granny would like to say. My dear sister and brother in law.. Congratulations and of cos, my big brother in law, welcome to our family.. Here are some happy moments that could cheer a tearful heart。Enjoy!





end of the year..

October.. best month of the year..

It is great when you know that, besides you, you are surrounded by friends and care and loving partner... I had a great time this month especially on the 7th. I guess that was my first time celebrating my birthday with the one who care and love me. I really really wanted to thank Cavan for all of the hardship that he went through just to celebrate for me.This year, besides Cavan, i wanna thank my friends Poh Han, 29, Sabrina, sisters and those who wished me. I really hope that i'm not too late in thanking you guys back.. I received beautiful roses and a teddy bear, cake and surprises, earrings,clothes and many more from my friends. thanks guys!!! If i am really too late, i'm really sorry as i got to spend around 2 weeks to clear up my assignments, report and studies for my final.









After my final, we planned all of sort of things such as enjoying ourself in genting and so on... for our holidays, but situation did not allowed us to do so.. The next day right after my final,Cavan almost lost his wallet and fortunately, We managed to get it back but at the same time.. i forgot that i had the appointment with Cherlyn that we going to have lunch together. Ended up i had to fly her aeroplane, making her got to come early and waited for me..i am so sorry it i had red eye and we ended up in a clinic for some treatment.. the next day.. we planned on going to the themepark.. but we ended up half hill of genting, visiting Uncle Lim, Tan Sri Lim Goh Tong.. to pay respect and seeing him for the last time. it was an lifetime experience. May him rest in peace. The next day, Cavan was attacked from fever which lead to skin infection.. and for the second time, we visited clinic.. Last week was really a one true experience.. will never going to forget it.

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Queen of the day to be

Isn't it cool to see your siblings to be happy especially on her special day? when i see her in wedding dress, i just feel happy cause she is happy. What am i doing, it just wedding dress tried out.. lovely.. i just don't really know why.. out of sudden, i feel that my sister is very pretty and i am sure going to miss her. Well, here is one of the pictures.. i cannot post too many cause afraid.. someone else might fall in love with her.. Just kidding.. just wanna share..my feelings..









Haha.. sorry.. i cannot reveal too much of her true face.. just a side is more than enough.. let ya guess..how beautiful my sister is..

2007/2007.. double 2007..!!!
What a special day.. once in a life time..!!!
Do you think that a special day such as today, can be meaningful enough..??
Maybe to someone else but it will never going to be me.

Today, everything came across my mind.. and i have nobody to talk to..and i found out that my very best friend.. is my precious notebook.. then i guess i really got to thank my parents for this notebook. Without them.. i might not have the chance to meet my best friend here. Whenever i am down or happy, my one and only precious laptop accompany me. I guess without it.. i might be able to go through my life.

All these while.. i always wonder, Why God.. loves to play a fool on people by stealing the person of you love, making you cry because the person that you love is not going to be by your side and you will never going to have a chance to meet them again. I was once been told that, everything that happens, happens only within your limits and you will sure to handle it. But how truth is it??

For a year, my life changed drastically till i don't even know who myself now. I used to be a happy go lucky girl with hardly have temper and i was surrounded by friends. But now, i can hardly tell a joke and i am not as happy as i used to be. Everything changed.. everybody changed.. and my face shines no more.. Things that happened will not going to come back again and there will be no way that i can ever get back to my world. Granny went away, friend passed away... friends no more.. health declining.. There are times that i really wanna question God?? Why wouldn't God just take me instead of taking the people around away or making them suffer?? Why would God wanna take the good, smart and young people whose future going to be bright?? Why can't he just take me?? I have nobody, no future and just a dumb ass. I really wish that, if there's an option, just take me.. cause i am really really tired and wish that i will have a place that belongs to me.. Just wish that.. i have never come to this world!!!

After so long since i last blogged, around half year... so many many things had happened, eight months to be exact. During these eight months, i lost more than i gain. I never thought that i will had to experience it for another few years to come.. Last November, someone special walked into my life and i will never going to forget it. His name is Choon Hock but later then he got his english name , Cavan.. hardly got people has such name.. maybe that's the one of the reason he is special to me. Before this, whenever i was alone in KL, Cavan can be considered as one of my closest friends. We shared our experiences, play, had fun teasing one another, studied together, stared at the dark night together and ended up, he came in and joined my life. I have never thought of that. It is great to have him around. Unfortunately, happiness won't last long. I gained one important person in life and i had to lose my the other important person in my life. Chinese New Year eve, i guess that was when all the devils started their fight in attacking my grandmother. People says, on the first day of cny, it's very bad luck to break anything. I believed that, while i was preparing to pray before 12 am, in a hurry condition, i accidentally broke two bowls, and i knew something bad was about to happen but i never knew that, it came so fast. The next day, was CNY, i went to visit my granny in hospital as my granny underwent cataract surgery and the nurses said that, my granny lost her conscious around 12 am, which means the same time i broke the bowls and since that days my granny's conditions got worsen from day 1 of Chinese New Year till the last day of Chinese New Year as a result from Septicemia, or bacteria infections leading to multiple organs failure. I really had a nightmare Chinese New Year and i thought i will never going to experience it for another few years and maybe get to know Cavan. Tomorrow, 10th of June 2007, will be the 100th day since i last saw my granny. I really do miss my granny and i really wish i could communicate and talk to her but it just impossible.

We can never guess what will happen the next day, life brief candle.. from William Shakespeare

Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day
To the last syllable of recorded time,
And all our yesterays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death.  Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more; it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.

We can never guess when the wind is going to blow off the candle and no matter what going to happen

tomorrow, we got to be strong and appreciate what we have today. For today, i really wanna tell those that i love, my family members, friends and Cavan that i really love u guys and even if i do not mention it, i still wanna say i'm proud to have you guys part of my life. Thanks for everything, and sorry.. if i ever did anything wrong especially to my parents. Take Care.. n you too, Cavan.. i'm glad to have you by my side..

To my granny, you are my one and only best granny in my life, and you will always live strong and healty in my heart. Here I wish you happy no matter where you go... and i will always love ya too.. Miss ya a million years.. Granny, you were and are the best!!


Best regards,


Josephine Tan

End of 18 is the beginning of 19...

i just hate it when there is no proper internet connection especially when i wanna post something like blogs and it just got disconnected. It irritates me very much but i still cannot do anything but to rewrite all over. But unfortunately i just can remember certain part of it. Let me flash back, it all happened on 6th of October.. and i guess, i will never going to forget about it. That will be the one of the most memorable day that i ever had. I thought i was going to be alone, all by myself in a big city. Though i'm 400 over kms away from penang, home, family and all my fella friends in penang, one that very day, i'm very touched my gang in KL as they have never forgotten me. I'm very grateful and thankful to God as He presenting me a lot of valuable things that cannot be bought by cash. That's the most valuable things that i ever have in my life. Relationship between my family and i, and not forgotten..Friendships..

This year October 6th and 7th, are two very special days for me and i think i can only have it only once in every 18 years. On the 6th, was the Mid Autumn Festival and that is my birthday according to the lunar calendar while 7th is my real birthday. I never knew my friends in kl will did something special for me. I really appreciate for what they have done for me and i feel bad for thinking the other way round about them. Life can never be better without a gang of friends that really know the meaning of LIFE and i'm glad that i get to know them in the very first place. That night, i was thinking that, as long as everyone could gather around like a reunion or maybe celebrate mooncake festival together, i am satisfy and happy as our finals are just around the corner. While we were gathering for a dinner, My friends took out present one by one for me. I was so surprise and happy that they remember my birthday and celebrated for me. The most important thing for me is not getting any birthday celebration or presents or whether they know my birthday or not, all i ever one is just to see happily for dinner and in their life. We had a great time chatting, and taking photos.

After dinner, we went to the nearest condo and play there. We lighted candles around the fountain and i can say that, that's the most romantic birthday that i ever had in this 19 years. Although the candles can only last for about a very short while, for me it's like still flamming brightly in my heart.(Oh ya, I'm really sorry that all of us got to clean up the wax around the fountain.. really hard work though) We really had a great time playing at that condo, especially when we all agreed to make sure one of my guy friend, CH jump into the pool. In order to make sure he really jumps, we ran around chasing him to get his belonging and make sure he jumps. At last i managed to get his phone and keys.

After we decided to call off the day, SK chased CH to around the pool and got him down the water. What we least expected was SK went into the water too and they both were like wet chickens. haha.. just kidding.. and i really had a wonderful moment that night, even now when i think back, it's still as sweet as it just happened right now.

Lastly, i wanna thanks all my friends who had wished me.. and attended the party, and the dedications on that little lovely cards. I really going to miss everyone of you guys when next next sems comes.. Oh ya, really got to thank Poh Han for going around the supermarket a few times in order to get that lovely semiquaver chain. I'm keep it as if i'm keeping my golden retriever.. Thanks Alex the Tai lou, Yang Lin the gal gal, Mei Zhi, Chin Wei, SunKish, Jin Wan and others. Thanks for the wonderful night.. i guess i'm not too late to say thank you.
Thanks to all my friends and relatives over in Penang and Perak respectively for the sms wishes, and guess what, i'm going back to Penang in weeks time.. very soon... and i'll grab this two months holiday to meet every one of you in Penang.. haha.. just cannot wait for it.

Before i end my blog, i really wanna say a huge thank you and love ya all to my fela friends from disted and now in Monash.. especially Saik Su and Khee Chaw(Kicap)... well, it's kinda disappointing for me not to be able to meet you guys that day when u guys came over to Cheras as Kicap was blur about the location of the BBQ party. I was like so excited finally get to meet my old friends in KL.. but then it's ok.. if we din get to meet this time, we'll still have plenty of time in the future.. right?? Thanks Saik Su for everything, and my best online buddy all this while.

To those in Penang, remember to wait for me... i don't wanna miss any fun..and to those in KL, all the best in Finals... and after the finals, we'll rock man..

So, that was how my sweet 18th has gone while welcoming my 19th the last teen in my life.. growing older and older from day to day...

Take care.

Regards,

Josephine Tan