Thursday, February 21, 2008

歌手:陶莉萍 专辑:好想再听一遍

好想再听一遍
陶莉萍

最后一眼最后一面
最后害怕会有明天
泪水会在每一个夜
紧紧跟随着思念
是我不该是我依赖
是我靠着你而存在
把你当作整个世界
不知该往哪离开
为了爱为了梦
为了情为了你
放弃一切
有了爱有了梦
有了你没了永远
好想再听一遍
你曾说过的誓言
让我再重温
被爱的感觉
被需要的滋味
就算只是在一瞬间
好想再听一遍
你说会爱我不变
让我在最后
记着你的温柔
记着你的脸
记着在爱情里最美的画面
不知该怎么离开
记着在爱情里最美

This song best describe my feelings now..

Saturday, February 16, 2008

True color revealed

Based on true story!
Happy Lunar New Year!!! Everybody..Today is the 10th day of Lunar New Year and i am suppose to study for my coming examinations but there is something that just keeps my attention away from my notes. Lunar New Year should be a very happy and joyful occasion for every Chinese in this world maybe there is an exceptional this year. Everybody was happily reunion with their family but this year, why i can't get such opportunity. I really wanted to have such dinner where everyone in the family gets together for this reunion even though my granny is no more with us. But i am very sure, my grandmother would definitely want to see everyone in the family reunion on this day even without her present. But how many people in this family really care for this? It was such a great disappointment for my granny if she saw this. I am really sad to say that this year, there is no reunion dinner for me, for my mother's side.

Well, today is there will be a function whereby to join my grandmother's ashes with the ancestors. Unfortunately, there is someone particular, Z wanted to so called "clone" the ashes for himself. What is this attitude?? Well, it won't be wrong if he wants the ashes but what if he did it for bad intentions and never wanted to come " ancestor's house" again? To be frank, Z was the one of them who did not want to have the reunion together as he was complaining that the house is warm and he cannot stand the heat but he did not remember that was the place he grew up and how he grew up, in other words, it can be also called " Bagai kacang lupakan kulit" and when being asked to make the reunion at his house, he rejected in the first place. Oh ya, i remember that, he once said that the Cheng's people are all stupid and useless. Funny, or i guess he forgot that his surname is Cheng too. That's human nature. Thinking again, i should be happy if Z do not want to come to my granny's house forever but i am not happy cause i know that this is not what my grandmother wants. My grandmother knows the attitudes of Z but every year when my granny was alive, she spent with her own money pocket to buy a lot of steamboat materials and asked Z to come along for the reunion dinner.Can anyone figure out the point? If for me, i would not want to spend my own pocket money for the one with irritation and self centered people. Worst of all Z did not even be bothered to think back what my granny had done for both Z and his wife, fine if he did not do that but at least can't he think about this? If i had an opportunity, i really hope that, i could whack them up but i could not do anything for my granny. With this, i sincerely hope that someday Z will realize and appreciates my granny in a way more and not just thinking of his own good.

Shall see, whether these days will come or it's just a dream of mine..